No Doubt About It

The Daily Prompt – Doubt

First of all, I just wanted to say I know that I don’t have to do the Daily Prompt every day, it has just been a really good way for me to discipline myself to “write on cue”. I doubt I needed to say that, but it makes me feel better ;-).

Doubt could very well have been my middle name, right up there with “yes”. I doubted my abilities, looks, likeability, everything.

And it showed.

I doubted my own ability to think or feel anything that didn’t come from someone else.

But that is not me anymore so there is no reason to keep harping on the negatives of the past. There is no doubt in my mind that I am the happiest I have ever been in my life. And while circumstances have definitely changed, nothing has really changed with me.

I still have the same health problems, my past will always be part of me, I still procrastinate and I don’t look much different. But my outlook as changed. I don’t sweat the small stuff and allow myself to find even the tiniest specks of good to hang on to.

Life is so much better from this side, no doubt about it!

Lydia!