Trust

I have mentioned before that I have had a bingeing problem most of my life. I will eat things I shouldn't or say that I didn't when other people are not around. It is  not bulimia because I don't binge and purge...I just binge. It doesn't matter what kind of food it is, once I …

Manic Money

I am feeling quite frustrated and ashamed this morning. There is a symptom of bipolar (the manic side), that can cause reckless spending. In the days when my illness was out of control, my shopping was as well. I would go through money like there was an unlimited supply. If I had it, I spent …

I Can’t Eat Just One

No, this is not really another post about food but rather about my obsession with it.  My post on the cake I decorated brought to the forefront a battle I have been fighting all my life. I was a teenager about the time that anorexia and bulimia were just being discovered as serious problems, mostly for teenage …